for James Welch
The first harvest of wheat in flatlands
along the Milk startled me into thoughts of you
and this place we both remember and also forget as home
Maybe it was the familiarity or maybe it was my own
need to ask if you have ever regretted leaving.
What bends, what gives?
And have you ever missed this wind?--it has now
grown warm with late summer, but soon
it will be as dangerous as the bobcat stalking calves
and pets just south of the river.
Men take out their dogs, a case of beer and wait
in their pickups for dawn, for a chance with their rifles.
They don't understand that she isn't going to make
any mistakes. With winter my need for an answer
grows more desperate and there are only four roads out.
One is the same cat hunters drive with mannish glory
and return along, gun still oil-shined and unshot.
Another goes deeper into Assiniboine territory:
This is the one I should talk myself into taking next.
I haven't traveled much the third except to visit
a hospital where, after the first time,
my mother had refused chemotherapy.
And the last road you know as well as I do--
past the coral-painted Catholic church, its doors
long ago sealed shut to the mouth of Mission Canyon,
then south just a ways, to where the Rockies cut open
and forgive. There you and I are on the ascent.
After that, the arrival is what matters most.
I just submitted a book order that included m.l. smoker's poetry collection: Another Attempt at Rescue. Good stuff.
It's exciting to prepare to instruct Intro to Creative Writing for Spring 2011. Already I have two meetings set up with friend poets to start thinking about how I want to teach poetry. The fiction instruction will no doubt be a hybrid of Mat Johnson's, ZZ Packer's and Chris Abani's VONA courses. All invaluable. I also plan to offer a short fiction reading course for friends in the summer. I'll either have it at the A-space or here at the house. I think it will be themed along the lines of: short stories that can be considered punk. Maybe that needs to be an anthology too. If you have any suggestions, and/or would like to have the reading lists for any of the classes I'm working on-- email me. Also, I am starting to design a World Society in Literature and Film course that will have a Latin American Studies focus. Any/all suggestions are most welcome. I am thinking maybe Calle 13's film Sin Mapa, Bordertown with Jennifer Lopez (swear, it is good, swear) and a couple of other gems.